Ayahuasca letters / Aneta’s story / January 2015

I’ve participated in whole “package” of Nelumbos’ workshops and ayahuasca ceremony and I must say that I’m amazed. It has been a month now and I already experience some positive changes. First of all I’ve found the connection with my inner love vibrancy. I finally feel a true love for and from my closest family. It’s like enlightenment. Secondly, I started truly believe in response of Universe for my needs and wishes – I’ve been observing it for a while but now it seems so obvious for me – if I think or ask for some things or events they come to me as signals from the world around me – by the people that I cross, the books that I read or event by emails that I receive – it’s incredible. Concerning the workshops – Restarting was a very enriching experience in the way that I observed that a lot of questions that I had in my mind were reflected by the group. I’ve memorized some important phrases that I keep in mind and stick to them.
Hellinger Mandalas were incredible – even though I haven’t question the Pole about my affairs as I was a representing person few times so I felt and quite understood the mechanism of it.
By observing other peoples mandalas I could translate them to my personal situations and now I just need to follow these observations.

Ayahuasca ceremony was a huge event that I’m still figuring out but what I’ve lived wasn’t something that I could not even expect. I permitted myself to experience the full expression of my inner woman or even women and I traversed by different stages of womanhood and maternity. The most important was the loving and serving presence of all Nelumbo team but also all the participants thanks to whom I got some leads to go through my ayahuasca experience fully. I’m so grateful for all Nelumbo team for guiding me in this enriching journey that I would never be able to go by myself. I’m your huge fan!